the year is officially coming to an end.

i shall post some new year resolutions and recap of this year the next round.


just had a minor dental surgery to extract 2 of my wisdom tooth.
people extract one at a time, i take 2 at one go.
call me crazy, but i just to get over and done with.


suddenly, it strike me real hard.
isnt relationship like wisdom tooth extraction?
when u have a wisdom tooth and it's hurting,
many people refuse to remove it because of the fear of pain.
every now and then, whenever u get infection, the pain hunts u down.


extraction is not painful but it's the after effect of not being able to eat,
that hurts you.
relationship is the same thing. is not the breaking up that kills you.
is the after effect of missing that special someone in yr life that makes it unbearable.


thanks darling puisin for that wonderful conversation.
you have assured me of certain feelings going through my heart now.
i am so glad that this little heart here is feeling again.
that the great wall of china has been broken down.


but one thing for sure, i am not ready to be committed as yet.
there again, i finally understood what it meant to be treated like a queen.
at the end of the day, a woman must be treated like a woman.
a woman deserve to be loved.
a woman deserve to be protected.
a woman deserve to be cared for.
a woman deserve a man to love her more than she does.
a woman deserve to be a woman.


I WILL FOLLOW MY HEART THIS TIME.